See?

this is
what I fear
when you say
let's just jump
how do you deal
with all the pain
the anger, hell
and discontempt
you understand
disgrace, disdain
and yet you don't
I never meant to
make you fall
love is a mess
hate is for blessed
now keep on looking
for the white things
meet my bare face
crushing waves
in disbelief
like an
involuntary
suspension
of hope
in words